only God knows

Only God Knows How Much Love I Felt For YOU
Only God Knows How Care I Am After YOU
Only God Knows How Frightened I Am Of Losing YOU
Only God Knows How I Remember YOU Each Second In My Whole Day
Only God Knows How Happy I Am When YOU Respond To Me
Only God Knows How Sad I Am When YOU Did Not Give Me Much Attention
Only God Knows How Curious I Am Of What YOU Are Doing

ONLY GOD KNOWS ! ONLY GOD KNOWS !

Only God Knows What The Future Brings AND
Only God Knows The Best Thing For YOU And For ME

imissyousodamnmuch :(

i'm learning you.

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And i'm learning you.

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you.

And if YOU dont mind.
Can you tell me.
All your hopes and fears.
and Everything that you believe in.
Would you make a difference in the world.
I'd LOVE for you to take me to a deeper conversation.
Only YOU can make me.

I let my guard down for you.
And in time you will too.

if YOU dont mind.
Can YOU tell me.
All your hopes and fears.
and Everything that you believe in.
Would you make a difference in the world.
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation.
Only you can make me.

if YOU dont mind.
Can YOU tell me.
All your HOPES AND FEARS.
and everything that YOU believe in.
Would YOU make a difference in the world.
I'd love for YOU to take me to a deeper conversation.
Only YOU can make me.

Deeper Conversation
let me!!!

p/s: dedicated to someone who had take the portion of my heart. :p approximately 60.05 percent already. HAHA

sayang jadi benci

pernah x dgr org story2 pasal sayang jadi benci, benci jadi sayang?
hoho.
MADAM ZU, my lecturer in uia once gossiping in class.hahaha.
dye ckp pasal love. very interesting.
she said; ade sesetengah perkara yang kta x boleh melampau.
just like love and hate.
kalo syg sesngt, kadang2 because of a simple mistake yg kte rase sngt xboleh terima,
boleh menyebabkan kte benci giler org tu.

mcm tu jgak ngn benci, kalo dh benci sesngt org tu beware lah ntah2 dye la teman hidup kte.
HAHA. mende tu x mustahil. ade manyak da perkara mcm tu JADI.

as for me i really syg this one person. as in not syg2 yg biasa.
nk kate cinta pon tkot sblh tgn but to be true sy takot!!!
one day if dye sakitkn hati sy tbe2 hati sy berubah jdi benci.
saya xnk benci dye. sbb sy syg dye.

i cant lie to myself, hoho. if u cant sleep at night, then u cant focus at noon.
what does that means, angau kan?? hahah.


saya selalu berdoa pada Allah supaya kuatkan iman saya.
tabahkan hati saya. sbb sy mengaku sy insan lemah.
jiwa remaja memg mcm ni, tmbh pulak org mcm sy yg x pernah merasa bercinta dan dicintai.
saya berdoa kalau dye ade niat mempermainkan saya, Allah bukak pintu hati dye untuk ta buat mcm tu.huhu. sbb memg sy sngt syg dye.
saya tahu sy x sempurna. mungkin di mata dye, saya ni tade pape. huu.
saya pon x berharap kalau dye jadi milik sy sbb kte ta tahu jodoh kte.


Allah maha Adil. kalau kte jaga diri kte baik2 InsyaAllah kte akn dpt pasangan yang baik.
sy selalu ingtkn diri saya paras rupa x penting. kwn2 pon selalu ingtkn sbb kte sume ni lalai.
selalu nk yg dunia je.lupa yg kekl abadi tu kat akhirat sane.
huhu. walaupun jiwang2 kene jgak la selit-selitkan motivasi.
wkakakaka:D

akhir kata dari sy, berpada-padalah dlm sesuatu.
SALAM

kisah MR. A

dye ni mcm byk chemistry ngn sy.
sy suke biskut hup seng. dye juge.
katenye kalo makan ngn milo. bes;)
(nina: ala z, sume org ske biskut tu.haha)
dye suke bun chocolate yg sy pon suke.
dye ske bubble tea.mwahhaaha;D
dye takot lipas.HAHAHAH. tp sy x takot lipas.heee:)
dye seram dgr cte antu.smpikn nk g beli topup pon call sy n sembang2.
huhu;D dye ske ponteng kls mcm saye. wat keje las minute.tu dia;)
tp dye lelaki, cept catch up.tape la.hmmm;D
dye perlu mkn kalo na stay awake gayot ngn sy.weee~
dye kuat melayan, dpt plak sy yg suke jgak melayan.memg la kan.
kadang2 addicted ngn dye nye suara.hehehe -_____-

dye ske phone sy.
katenye dye pernh pkai phone mcm sy tp 3 hri je.
kazen dye punye.hehehe;)

dye ckp kat sy yang dye minat dslr.
tu topik yg kami borak smpi larut malam.haha.
dye survey sume jenis dslr.
katenye plan na beli tp duit tade lagi.
tnggu papa dye belikan katenye.
dye nk jdi model sy ble sy da ade dslr katenye.haha.
ta payah dye sush2 casting pastu kene reject.
bek jdi model smbiln sy..gagaga.
n sy jdik model dye, hahaha.(memg x la kan)
dye ajk join dye diet. same2 kurus t.
hahaha;D

wpun ktorg xde mende tu (dslr), tp that's the medium yg eratkan persahabatan ktorg.

dye mcm budak2 tp sy rase sy jugak sama.HAHA.
sy suka ble dye kata dye rndu sy. (pastu dye gelak2)
sbbnye dye maen2 je..
mau gle sy kalo camni.hahaha.

dye ta boley abeskan ayam kfc yang gmuk2.
haha.dye suh sy abeskan tuk dye. memg la nk sy ni makin berisi ye??
dye memg sweet. huu. selalu jekk suh sy hti2.

pernah satu mlm tu sy pergi tgk wayang (MAGIKA) ngn rumet.
sy msg dye, ajk dye tgk skali.
huuu. dye suh tolong tgkkn untuk dye je..haha;D
kat melaka kot, memg x la nk dtg kl en? haha;p
boley x mlm tu dye ejek sy sbb sy nyaris nak kene tahan ngn guard.
kul 12tgh mlm bru ktorg smpi kat kolej.uhhu.
dye kate: tu la kua lagi memalam. kan da kene.wekk padan muka.
saye kate: suke ati la :p

sy gtaw dye kalo one day kte da x contact lagi, dye jage la diri dye elok2.
sy tawu bukn sume mende kat lam dunia ni leh last forever.
tp x sangke dye sdey sy ckp cmtu.huhu.
pernah sekali tu dye x msg seharian sy rase moody sbb rndukn dye.hehe.
rupanya dye bz sngt wat keje.
sy suke dye amik berat pasal sy. ;)
sy suke dpt kwn macam dye.hehe.

post for u.

u arrive at the right time of my life.
when i am with you i'm not shy.
ur jokes make me burst all my laughing,
i am myself and, i'm not pretending.

ur magical words makes me smile a lot,
im loving ur style that is simple and easy,
i wish to the stars that im ur gee. ;)

if i tell that i dont like u then it's a lie,
because i want u to always be hereby,
love u my guy <3


ure a fuzzy dream that i cant clearly see.

illness~

AMALINA AZMI - GASTRIC

WAN NURUL ZAKIRAH - FEVER,FLU,HEADACHE

anyone else sakit2???

JOM.pegi jumpe doc:pp

kindergarten teacher's routine

8.00 - waktu ketibaan teacher zakirah dan anak-anaknye (;

hai, nama saya ADAM !

HELLO, bulat x mata sy *wink ~__^

8.30 - assembly, bace doa, exercise (head and shoulder knees and toes.haha) singing(McDonald had a farm,iya iya oo.ngee._.quack2 there,quack2 here,quack there,quack here)(i like to eat,i like to eat,banana,papaya_chicken,fish and curry,lalala~lalala~)

mereka sngt chomel ! kan?

9.00 - breakfast(teacher pon curi makan)ngehehe:pp 9.30 - study time people.1st class.

10.15 - move to the next class.faster teacher.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA !

11.00 - lunch "teacher,nak pinggan ijau", "teacher,nak sudu oren", "teacher,nak byk2 nasi", "teacher,nak cawan pink"

11.15 - mandi time.n this teacher must be the guard in front and watch out if anybody's coming while other teachers were bathing them."okay,lay down.close ur eyes."- teachers.some of them just in a second already pengsan.ngaha.but some of them nak kene dodoi baru tdo.:) comel kan?

''korang bwk mknn xmo share ngn ak, derrr !''

11.30 - bsuh pinggn n makan2 with my colleague,ain.n then we main2,tgk sini tgk sane:pp kemas mane2 yg patot

1.30 - "kak ani,masuk zohor belom??"-me. bergurau-gurau senda with kak ma n ain before praying zohor.ngahah.

2.00 - sorg2 pegi wiwi n amik wuduk.hoho."solat zohor ade berape raka'at???"-teacher "empat"-students. "ok,niat solat zohor"-teacher n so on.................

2.30 - makan ptg as in biskut je n air teh.

0__0

3.00 - kelas iqra',me as the ustazah now,haha.i teach the 'kelas belom mengenal'
hehe.mcm sush at first but xdela susah sngt.hee

3.45 - "times up,teacher zakirah"-teacher ma.leka sngt duk ajar smpy x sedar times up.hehe"okay,times up.stand up.put the chair on the table and line up"-me.berpusu-pusulah mereka menuruni tangga untuk ke tingkat bawah,hoho.teacher ain dan teacher zakirah sngt x saba tggu

4.30.hehe. "z,mane sikat??"-ain. "nahh..meh sume,sape nak ikat rambut?? dhia,meh cni teacher wat tocang.hoho.amalia,nak sikat rambut tak??.damia,bwk getah x?? irdina,nak teacher ikat tak??adam,sit properly.okay,move to the back,sit and cross ur legs"-me

4.30 - "z"-ain sambil menunjukkan jam dinding padaku,nyah2.tepat2 pkul 4.30. "jom"- me dgn muke yg sngt bahagia;pp kak sala@teacher mama melihat jam dan berkate "sy tawu dh awok,sy pernah jd awk gop.duk ngire saat 3,2,1.bukan sy dop tawu"sambil tersenyum.ain dengan rutinnye menjadi driver sy yang paling comell:)

saya sayang tcher ZAKIRAH so much !

though its hard,challenging and tiring,it's still a memorable thing that i'll remember for the rest of my life.

kak ani,kak za,kak ayu,kak ma,kak zuha,kak fairuz,kak zie,kak sharifah n the boss kak sala - thanx for giving me the opportunity to experience a life as a teacher n show me the right things to do after all:) i'll promise to apply the knowledge that i got in the future once i get the chance to be an english teacher..

my anak2 - i wish u will remember me:) i sayang u all lah my dears though sometimes teacher garang.hehe.but still doesnt means i dont love u:pp blaja leklok. (eh,bajet dorg tawu la lau ak post kat blog.duhh) papepon,stay strong.gona miss u;PP

''tcher, cpatla mengajar ! :D''

esk is the last day.humm.sdeyh:(